today learned a new word 'procrastination' from the comprehension paper given by Pn.Teoh in school...
found that this word truly can describe my before condition...
ya...i always procrastinate even though i know i shouldn't be like that...
i am a form six student...no more time for me to waste...
i should arrange my time well...
shouldn't always wait for the right mood to do something...
shouldn't delay the important task with any excuse...
so...from now...no more procrastination...i promise!
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
21/7/11
a happy day also...
today is kit yeng 's birthday...
we went cooking in her house for celebration...
a special way for celebration izit?hahaha...
got spagetti,mushroom soup,frenchfried,hotdog,so on...
the taste not bad...
can be considered as a very good performance since we are not expert in cooking...
this is my second time to cook together with friends...unforgetful experience...
always enjoy and appreciate the times together with friends...
my confidence has increased a bit after knowing that the last year 4 flat student able to get the offer from NUS for further study...
this is because i know that he is not so active in koko and thought that he will not get the oversea's offer for his poor performance in koko...
now he is able to make it...means that koko is not an important key for applying to go further study in oversea...
this is the thing always make me worrying...i worry my future may be influenced by the poor performance in koko...
feel a bit relief after getting the news...
so what i need to do is put all my concentration on academic for my 4 flat goal without any worry!
i know my dream may come true if i able to get 4 flat!
lastly...feel a bit sad because i need to go to school tomorrow since most of my friends no need to go....sad...
today is kit yeng 's birthday...
we went cooking in her house for celebration...
a special way for celebration izit?hahaha...
got spagetti,mushroom soup,frenchfried,hotdog,so on...
the taste not bad...
can be considered as a very good performance since we are not expert in cooking...
this is my second time to cook together with friends...unforgetful experience...
always enjoy and appreciate the times together with friends...
my confidence has increased a bit after knowing that the last year 4 flat student able to get the offer from NUS for further study...
this is because i know that he is not so active in koko and thought that he will not get the oversea's offer for his poor performance in koko...
now he is able to make it...means that koko is not an important key for applying to go further study in oversea...
this is the thing always make me worrying...i worry my future may be influenced by the poor performance in koko...
feel a bit relief after getting the news...
so what i need to do is put all my concentration on academic for my 4 flat goal without any worry!
i know my dream may come true if i able to get 4 flat!
lastly...feel a bit sad because i need to go to school tomorrow since most of my friends no need to go....sad...
Monday, July 18, 2011
18/7/11
today have performed a drama with my whole classmates....
really enjoy to perform in front of people...
quite satisfy with our performance...
and feel happy to see other people enjoy our show too...
a chinese phase can best describe today's feeling---台上三分钟，台下十年功~
this is an unforgetable experience and memory for me...
i think i would not forget it until the end of the life...
well...finally this drama is finished already...
now is the time to concentrate completely on my study...
no more excuse...
actually feel so envy to my friends able to get a good course and university...
i also wish myself can be like that...
so...i must work hard now...
really enjoy to perform in front of people...
quite satisfy with our performance...
and feel happy to see other people enjoy our show too...
a chinese phase can best describe today's feeling---台上三分钟，台下十年功~
this is an unforgetable experience and memory for me...
i think i would not forget it until the end of the life...
well...finally this drama is finished already...
now is the time to concentrate completely on my study...
no more excuse...
actually feel so envy to my friends able to get a good course and university...
i also wish myself can be like that...
so...i must work hard now...
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
13/7/11
today's morning really very bad...just because of the shit hem!
this morning...wake up late a bit...if i know something will happen later,i will not go to school...
wear t-shirt to school because of the koko day...and the bottom one i wear the long pants which i do not know it is not allowed in that school...because i have saw my friends wear such pants many times already and there is nothing happen to them...and...i want to mention that this is my first time to wear such pants...
really unfortunated...finally another five classmates and i get caught by the shit hem because we wear the pants which are considered not suitable...
i thought this is a small case only...
but...the shit hem is very angry until he want us to call our parents to bring another suitable pants for us to change!
what?call our parents?why we need to disturb our parents just because of this tiny negligible case?do our parents very free like him?
and look at shit hem and see how he treat us...
he treat us like we are prisoner!
have we done some serious crimes like taking drug or killing somebody?
no!we just wear a not suitable pants only!
we are not go to school by naked...we are not wearing a short hot pants...we are not wearing jeans...
what we wear are just simple long pants only!
but from his respond toward this problem and the tone he talk to us,seems like we have done something cannot be accepted and forgave...
he even want us to see principle...but other teachers and the principle also look like do not think this is the serious problem...only he himself looked so irritated...
maybe he is irritated by what siu yeng said to him...maybe he cannot accept others fight him back...but i really respect to siu yeng for her courage...or maybe his nervous system something wrong already...
really cant withstand with such shit man!
luckily i am not facing this problem alone...
but really not worth for tearing because of this matter...
anyway...just take this as a lesson...maybe i will face something even worse than this in future...
life is still long...hopefully next time i can manage it with more courage and wisdom...but more hope that i would not face such matter anymore...
this morning...wake up late a bit...if i know something will happen later,i will not go to school...
wear t-shirt to school because of the koko day...and the bottom one i wear the long pants which i do not know it is not allowed in that school...because i have saw my friends wear such pants many times already and there is nothing happen to them...and...i want to mention that this is my first time to wear such pants...
really unfortunated...finally another five classmates and i get caught by the shit hem because we wear the pants which are considered not suitable...
i thought this is a small case only...
but...the shit hem is very angry until he want us to call our parents to bring another suitable pants for us to change!
what?call our parents?why we need to disturb our parents just because of this tiny negligible case?do our parents very free like him?
and look at shit hem and see how he treat us...
he treat us like we are prisoner!
have we done some serious crimes like taking drug or killing somebody?
no!we just wear a not suitable pants only!
we are not go to school by naked...we are not wearing a short hot pants...we are not wearing jeans...
what we wear are just simple long pants only!
but from his respond toward this problem and the tone he talk to us,seems like we have done something cannot be accepted and forgave...
he even want us to see principle...but other teachers and the principle also look like do not think this is the serious problem...only he himself looked so irritated...
maybe he is irritated by what siu yeng said to him...maybe he cannot accept others fight him back...but i really respect to siu yeng for her courage...or maybe his nervous system something wrong already...
really cant withstand with such shit man!
luckily i am not facing this problem alone...
but really not worth for tearing because of this matter...
anyway...just take this as a lesson...maybe i will face something even worse than this in future...
life is still long...hopefully next time i can manage it with more courage and wisdom...but more hope that i would not face such matter anymore...
Sunday, July 10, 2011
10/7/11
one month plus passed already...but this is the fifth post only...==sweat...
actually i dun really like writing...
if i have something in my heart...i more prefer to talk to somebody or just hide it in my heart...it's difficult for me to express it in word...that's why i am not a good writer...
about 4 months more to STPM test...
pui yee...work hard please...
i do not know how to force myself to study...the date is getting nearer and nearer...and i also getting more and more stress...but just feel stress and nervous is not enough...i must have some real action for this most important exam...but...how?
i always feel that what i do now is not enough...for pass is ok...but really not enough to hit my 4 flat target...
4 months only...i just need to suffer 4 months...
after that i can do whatever i like...
so...please...work hard a bit...i promise myself here that i must able to do it instead of just talk talk or write write only!
I WANT TO GET 4 FLAT!!!!
actually i dun really like writing...
if i have something in my heart...i more prefer to talk to somebody or just hide it in my heart...it's difficult for me to express it in word...that's why i am not a good writer...
about 4 months more to STPM test...
pui yee...work hard please...
i do not know how to force myself to study...the date is getting nearer and nearer...and i also getting more and more stress...but just feel stress and nervous is not enough...i must have some real action for this most important exam...but...how?
i always feel that what i do now is not enough...for pass is ok...but really not enough to hit my 4 flat target...
4 months only...i just need to suffer 4 months...
after that i can do whatever i like...
so...please...work hard a bit...i promise myself here that i must able to do it instead of just talk talk or write write only!
I WANT TO GET 4 FLAT!!!!
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