1/1/12

first day of 2012~
hopefully from now on, live meaningfully everyday~
that means don't always waste the time~haha~
and try my best to save money as much as possible~
because i hope that i can have a long journey tour in this year~
wish my dream come true and everyone live happily~
i am 20 this year~
so need to always remind myself think and do things more mature~
hahaha~

14/9/11

exam will be finished after tomorrow...
not satisfy with this time's performance...
have done so many unforgivable mistakes...
and also wasted many times on watching drama...
haiz....
what to do?
everything is passed already...
i always like that...regret after the things have happened...
difficult to change this altitude...
i know...how many effort we put in is proportional to how much we gain...
so i just can blame myself for not working harder enough...

there is some problem between him and i...
i found that i have lost the feeling on him...
i plan to break with him...
but...so many things need to be considered...
i worry that this matter may influence his study...
i am not willing to see such things happen...
what can i do?
i am so suffering...
i should feel happy after exam...but i am not...
i don't know how to face him...
i sure that i can't be with him anymore...
who can help me?......

3/8/11

i so pity the teachers every morning...
the seri keledang 's students seem like very like to talk...
no matter how the teachers ask them to keep quiet,they still keep on talking and talking...
is there any problem with their ears or mouth?
we all are human...
we should able to listen to the others' command...
they have many chances to talk at other time...
y they so rebellious and reject to listen what the teachers talk?
definitely cant understand what are they thinking of...
the teachers really very pity...need to shout on the students like selling vegetables in market...
even many of my friends also like that...so helpless to the teachers...
if we are mature enough,we should able to think from the others' perspective and should do the right thing in the right time... am i right?

3/8/11

today Mr Chew gave us some question papers to do...that is the trial exam paper of 2009....
i found that i cant answer many questions well...
this means that my effort is still not enough...
so depressed when i do not know how to answer the simple questions...
anyway...there is still have some time...
hope i can master all the syllabus after this one month 's effort!

27/7/11

today learned a new word 'procrastination' from the comprehension paper given by Pn.Teoh in school...
found that this word truly can describe my before condition...
ya...i always procrastinate even though i know i shouldn't be like that...
i am a form six student...no more time for me to waste...
i should arrange my time well...
shouldn't always wait for the right mood to do something...
shouldn't delay the important task with any excuse...
so...from now...no more procrastination...i promise!

21/7/11

a happy day also...
today is kit yeng 's birthday...
we went cooking in her house for celebration...
a special way for celebration izit?hahaha...
got spagetti,mushroom soup,frenchfried,hotdog,so on...
the taste not bad...
can be considered as a very good performance since we are not expert in cooking...
this is my second time to cook together with friends...unforgetful experience...
always enjoy and appreciate the times together with friends...

my confidence has increased a bit after knowing that the last year 4 flat student able to get the offer from NUS for further study...
this is because i know that he is not so active in koko and thought that he will not get the oversea's offer for his poor performance in koko...
now he is able to make it...means that koko is not an important key for applying to go further study in oversea...
this is the thing always make me worrying...i worry my future may be influenced by the poor performance in koko...
feel a bit relief after getting the news...
so what i need to do is put all my concentration on academic for my 4 flat goal without any worry!
i know my dream may come true if i able to get 4 flat!

lastly...feel a bit sad because i need to go to school tomorrow since most of my friends no need to go....sad...

18/7/11

today have performed a drama with my whole classmates....
really enjoy to perform in front of people...
quite satisfy with our performance...
and feel happy to see other people enjoy our show too...
a chinese phase can best describe today's feeling---台上三分钟，台下十年功~
this is an unforgetable experience and memory for me...
i think i would not forget it until the end of the life...

well...finally this drama is finished already...
now is the time to concentrate completely on my study...
no more excuse...
actually feel so envy to my friends able to get a good course and university...
i also wish myself can be like that...
so...i must work hard now...